See?'
"Lena, I confess to you that I was taken completely by surprise. I had
not expected anything of the sort. I don't know what I expected. I am so
anxious about you that I can't keep away from these infernal scoundrels.
And only two months ago I would not have cared. I would have defied
their scoundrelism as much as I have scorned all the other intrusions of
life. But now I have you! You stole into my life, and--"
Heyst drew a deep breath. The girl gave him a quick, wide-eyed glance.
"Ah! That's what you are thinking of--that you have me!"
It was impossible to read the thoughts veiled by her steady grey eyes,
to penetrate the meaning of her silences, her words, and even her
embraces. He used to come out of her very arms with the feeling of a
baffled man.
"If I haven't you, if you are not here, then where are you?" cried
Heyst. "You understand me very well."
She shook her head a little. Her red lips, at which he looked now, her
lips as fascinating as the voice that came out of them, uttered the
words:
"I hear what you say; but what does it mean?"
"It means that I could lie and perhaps cringe for your sake."
"No! No! Don't you ever do that," she said in haste, while her eyes
glistened suddenly. "You would hate me for it afterwards!"
"Hate you?" repeated Heyst, who had recalled his polite manner.
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